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100 Poems -- 67 Percent by ~hernameisrio:iconhernameisrio:



Intention, promise, threat --
Her god is intending,
Her life is promising,
Her sky is threatening.
Above all, hanging, creaking, swinging that sword
suspended
by the hair of I'll-be-the-death-of-you-someday...
Someday...
I'll rescue
I'll love
I'll be the last. damn. straw.

Someday...
For you
I might, I may...
Watch and see
You'll never know, little girl...
Just give me your attention
Watch forever and wait...

Someday?
Is that right?
Make your move then  --
All words --
Ritual and gesture up to my streaming hunted eyeballs;
Death eating the edge of its own rusty blade is the
Glitter of worth,
Of value, just so, just so, glitter only you know,
You horrible liar.
Someday, I'm going to --------- to you...
Oh yeah?
That right?
Then do it.
Help me. Kill me. Love me.
Come on and get me.
......oh no?.....
Then get out of my way.
Coward, damn you,
Miserable rotten lank-intentioned lying COWARD.
Your intentions wouldn't fool a child.
You'll do what?
You'll do what to me?
Oh you WILL, will you?
You WON'T.
LIAR.
You and your impotent cow-eyed declarations
of "If only...",
dangling us in limbo,
piling up like scrawled addresses to Santa in a dead letter office.
If only WHAT?!
What you want, huh?
You want me?
Oh, is that right?
Well, then come on. Come on.
Quit gerbilling around and DO SOMETHING.
Cut the sword down.
Off with my head.
Revive hope.
Follow through.
Kiss me.
Walk away.
DO IT.
Or I swear I'll torch the next pledge that comes down the pike.
Intention, promise, threat -- BE GONE.
©2007-2009 ~hernameisrio
:iconhernameisrio:

Author's Comments

Pacing like Rilke's panther, I wrote this in my diary one night --

RIO,...

Address all threat, promise and intention her way, with the guarantee of late or no arrival. You're safe to say whatever you want to her because she's thwarted and not expecting any follow through.


I'm sorry that I feel this way about my life. I'm tired of being threatened. Tired of promises too. Flame that never gets to bite into anything. Never a sea of calm. Just clawing around somewhere in the unbreathing middle.

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:iconyvilmonster:
-handles you a bundle of sticks and looks intently at your cosmic match book- Bite into this baby.

:heart:

--
The poet ranks far below the painter in the representation of visible things, and far below the musician in that of invisibe things.
::: Leonardo da Vinci :::
:iconprodigalartist16:
Is it just me, or is this really full of anger and despair? Whoa. I think I need to lie down.

--
I don't care at this point. I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of having to care what other people think of me because they hold the goddam key to my freedom in their ignorant little hands!

dA is for the literary arts, too.
:iconhernameisrio:
I'm calling God and the cosmos from my bathroom... :(

--
We will evade the noon, forget it in rest, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn.

=DeviantDolls *TraditionAmbition
:iconhernameisrio:
It just came boiling up out of me one night. I felt solitary and fierce like Gloria Steinem, only without a cause. No grand bra-burning. No sweep for change. No leader of a movement. I'm just isolated for no greater reason than being sick. I've been threatened, promised, and intentioned into the GROUND, and I've had it.

--
We will evade the noon, forget it in rest, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn.

=DeviantDolls *TraditionAmbition
:iconprodigalartist16:
Well, if you did have a grand cause to fight for, I think you'd win with all this emotion. You'd burn any obstacle right out of your way just with these words. Seriously though, I hope writing it helped.

--
I don't care at this point. I'm tired of being judged. I'm tired of having to care what other people think of me because they hold the goddam key to my freedom in their ignorant little hands!

dA is for the literary arts, too.
:iconhernameisrio:
It did. I let my inner Joe Strummer out for a bit and I think it helped. At least it clarified the tangle in my head, and that's always a welcome thing.

--
We will evade the noon, forget it in rest, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn.

=DeviantDolls *TraditionAmbition
:iconyvilmonster:
-laughs- give him hell from your toilet hun. and make sure you flush to accentuate your points.

--
The poet ranks far below the painter in the representation of visible things, and far below the musician in that of invisibe things.
::: Leonardo da Vinci :::
:iconhernameisrio:
I'll shake the toilet brush at them too.

--
We will evade the noon, forget it in rest, pass the midday in slumber, and dream of dawn.

=DeviantDolls *TraditionAmbition
:iconyvilmonster:
Ha! Do it!!

--
The poet ranks far below the painter in the representation of visible things, and far below the musician in that of invisibe things.
::: Leonardo da Vinci :::

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